I just said this to Chettar in his blog but now I realize how much I needed to hear it as well...

you're such a dweeb if you believe it's you searching and not God providing.

sometimes it just hits you.

glory be

Consecrate yourselves, for tomorrow the LORD will do amazing things among you.

-Joshua 3:5

i have been unremittingly been scrawling, typing and whispering this

in hopes that tomorrow 

the Lord will part waters

and destroy walls, at first silently

then with an uproar of holy trumpet

 He has said to me, little girl get up

No discipline seems pleasant at the time, but painful. Later on, however, it produces a harvest of righteousness and peace for those who have been trained by it.

Therefore, strengthen your feeble arms and weak knees. "Make level paths for your feet," so that the lame may not be disabled, but rather healed. - Hebrews 12:11-13

as much as i feel lame and disabled, i am healed

achievement of the month: chopping and splitting wood, like a bad ass

i miss little women in far off places

i miss trailblazing with the greatest of comrades

ps i am entering a design competition, punch me if you ever see me not working on garments or studying